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感人至深的人物故事
超越世俗的爱恋与挣扎
那些年的泪水、欢笑、晦暗与光明
融合爱情、亲情以及超世的情感
资深翻译家倾情巨献

内容简介

此书讲述了主人公文博1969—1976年在内蒙古建设兵团的故事。文博因家庭政审不合格失去了初恋情人，正当他备受煎熬时，一匹极通人性的马——小黑出现了。在此后的几年内，小黑一直陪伴着文博，不仅帮他驱散孤寂，而且给予他力量、勇气和快乐，让他度过各种坎坷和不幸，甚至还救过他的性命，使文博和那匹马结下了深厚的情义，让他感受到了“世间之爱”。作品源自作者的亲身经历，所以写得生动、感人，催人泪下。

作者简介

谢文纬，国际著名中医肿瘤专家教授，出生于1949年1月27日，毕业于北京中医药大学中医系，其母为营养学界的泰斗李瑞芬。谢文纬上个世纪八十年代留学美国，担任美国高级研究员。开始从事癌症，免疫，病毒领域的研究。他成功地在凯斯西部大学附属医学院开创和讲授中医课，成为美国医学史上的第一人。他研制的抗病毒的中药配方，命名为VS-C，在美国*的天然保健品上市公司Nature‘s Sunshine Product Inc（阳光自然产品公司）生产已20余年，至今仍经久不衰。

目　　录

Preface
Chapter 1
Years of Innocence
Chapter 2
At Age 20
Chapter 3
Farewell, Mom!
Chapter 4
Saying Goodbye to Grandma
Chapter 5
En Route to Inner Mongolia
Chapter 6
Carters’ Inn
Chapter 7

Preface
Chapter 1
Years of Innocence
Chapter 2
At Age 20
Chapter 3
Farewell, Mom!
Chapter 4
Saying Goodbye to Grandma
Chapter 5
En Route to <st1:place>Inner Mongolia</st1:place>
Chapter 6
Carters’ <st1:place>Inn</st1:place>
Chapter 7
First Love
Chapter 8
Loss and Gain
Chapter 9
New in the Company
Chapter 10
Transferred to the Horse-keeping Squad
Chapter 11
Death of a Wild Horse
Chapter 12
Horse Keeping
Chapter 13
Silver Needles and I
Chapter 14
Veterinarian Training Class
Chapter 15
<st1:place>Reunion</st1:place>
Chapter 16
Lovesick
Chapter 17
Serving as a Veterinarian
Chapter 18
Little Black
Chapter 19
Conquering Little Black
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Chapter 20
Trips on Horseback
Chapter 21
Feast of Fish
Chapter 22
Saving the Master
Chapter 23
Theft of Melons
Chapter 24
Pastime
Chapter 25
A Visit to My Father
Chapter 26
Treating Constipation
Chapter 27
Practicing Veterinarian
Chapter 28
Saving Little Black
Chapter 29
Studying Cancer
Chapter 30
Shattered College Dream
Chapter 31
The Hee-hawing Donkey
Chapter 32
A Stealthy Love Affair
Chapter 33
Birth of a Baby Horse
Chapter 34
Dream Shattered in <st1:city><st1:place>Yinchuan</st1:place></st1:city>
Chapter 35
Choice
Chapter 36
Farewell to Little Black
Epilogue

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Preface
I spent the whole year of 2014, theYear of the Horse in the Chinese zodiac, writing the story of me and LittleBlack. Of course, there was no way of going around my life at the InnerMongolia Production and Construction Corps, including my first love. Fourdecades have passed since I left the Corps, but Little Black has never departedfrom my heart.
My memories of the horse drove me intotraveling to Inner Mongolia a decade ago justto look for her. In the vast prairie, however, it was hard to find any vestigeof Little Black, which gave me ample cause for melancholy and pain.
The Year of the Horse made me miss herall the more. The moment
I closed my eyes, the image of LittleBlack dashing in the wilderness would loom. It featured shiny black hair, alithe and robust figure and an agile, freestyle and wild gait. During thehardest period of my life, Little Black was a companion of courage andstrength, who befriended me and loved me, and enabled me to keep going even inthe most depressing eras. When I was walking in the valley of the shadow ofdeath, she empowered me to break through confusion and bewilderment and move onwith a positive and persevering attitude. In those days of injustice, she propelledme to advance from darkness to light and from setbacks to glory.
My wife best understands my specialfeelings for Little Black. Before the advent of the Year of the Horse, sheordered a precious gift, which came in a huge box, for my sixty-fifth birthday.She further spent half a day assembling the contents therein before setting theassemblage at the turn of the staircase. When I returned home from a day’s workat the hospital and saw it for the first time, the lovely surprise touched meto the quick. The little black horse of the grassland was now right here in myhome! I could easily see her every time I went up and down the stairs and Iwould routinely greet her in an endearing tone of voice. Hence, the Year of theHorse became a year of many thoughts, a year that brought me back to that specialera – those tender, unforgettable days of mine as an “educated youth.” As Iworked to place myself back in time, past memories flooded back to me as thescenes of my youth loomed larger and larger. I kept typing on my computerkeyboard day and night and words began gushing out like an endless fountain.

Preface
I spent the whole year of 2014, the
Year of the Horse in the Chinese zodiac, writing the story of me and Little
Black. Of course, there was no way of going around my life at the Inner
Mongolia Production and Construction Corps, including my first love. Four
decades have passed since I left the Corps, but Little Black has never departed
from my heart.
My memories of the horse drove me into
traveling to <st1:place>Inner Mongolia</st1:place> a decade ago just
to look for her. In the vast prairie, however, it was hard to find any vestige
of Little Black, which gave me ample cause for melancholy and pain.
The Year of the Horse made me miss her
all the more. The moment
I closed my eyes, the image of Little
Black dashing in the wilderness would loom. It featured shiny black hair, a
lithe and robust figure and an agile, freestyle and wild gait. During the
hardest period of my life, Little Black was a companion of courage and
strength, who befriended me and loved me, and enabled me to keep going even in
the most depressing eras. When I was walking in the valley of the shadow of
death, she empowered me to break through confusion and bewilderment and move on
with a positive and persevering attitude. In those days of injustice, she propelled
me to advance from darkness to light and from setbacks to glory.
My wife best understands my special
feelings for Little Black. Before the advent of the Year of the Horse, she
ordered a precious gift, which came in a huge box, for my sixty-fifth birthday.
She further spent half a day assembling the contents therein before setting the
assemblage at the turn of the staircase. When I returned home from a day’s work
at the hospital and saw it for the first time, the lovely surprise touched me
to the quick. The little black horse of the grassland was now right here in my
home! I could easily see her every time I went up and down the stairs and I
would routinely greet her in an endearing tone of voice. Hence, the Year of the
Horse became a year of many thoughts, a year that brought me back to that special
era – those tender, unforgettable days of mine as an “educated youth.” As I
worked to place myself back in time, past memories flooded back to me as the
scenes of my youth loomed larger and larger. I kept typing on my computer
keyboard day and night and words began gushing out like an endless fountain.
Chapter 1
Years of Innocence
I was born in 1949, the year the
People’s Republic of <st1:country-region><st1:place>China</st1:place></st1:country-region>
was founded, on the eve of the Chinese Lunar New Year. In my younger days I
used to brag a lot about it, thinking that only great men could be born on such
a special day. Only decades later did I realize my birthday pretty much faded
into insignificance because of the annual Chinese New Year’s eve dinner. I
hardly had any birthday celebrations at all. And, because I was born at the end
of the lunar calendar year, it was hard to determine whether I was an ox or a
rat in the Chinese Zodiac. When some of my relatives joked about my being “a
hair on the tip of the rat’s tail,” my dad would come to my rescue, claiming
that because spring had started when I was born, local custom determined that I
was in fact an ox, though in all good conscience I felt that did not hold water
and left it as a mystery until I met with a fortune-teller. Depending on the
specific time of birth of the year, the ox and the rat actually had utterly
different fortunes. The seemingly deep and knowledgeable fortune-teller sized
me up with his eyes half closed and asked:
“Have you ever sprained your ankle?”
I tilted my head to one side to think,
and nodded in emphatic affirmation – yes, as a sports fanatic I was prone to
having my ankles sprained. The fortune-teller immediately concluded I was born
in the year of the ox.
As if to substantiate that conclusion,
my mom said that my due date fell within the year of the ox. On the day I was
born, she said, she had exhausted herself helping Dad sort and shelve books. By
the evening, while playing cards with friends, she began to feel spasms of
abdominal pain and had to be rushed to hospital. I was born premature by about one
month, she said. I got the pet name “Xiaoxiao” (meaning “small”) because I
weighed just two kilograms.
The narrative above actually serves no
purpose but for clarifying one thing: It took a miracle for me to survive
because I was born before being fully developed in my mom’s womb. Congenital
deficiency determined that I was going to be a weakling. If caught in a major
war or catastrophe,
I could have died prematurely or ended
up being abandoned. Even in times of peace, I would not be immune from falling
victim to bullies. Assuming
I worked real hard and smart and had
the backing of mighty and
powerful friends along the way, I at
best stood a slim chance of having a barely successful career after going
through many trials and tribulations.
I have only a few vague memories of my
early childhood. My impression was that I lived in a big house with a big
gallery connected with several doors that led to a bedroom, a study, a balcony,
a bathroom and a kitchen. Besides a couch used for receiving guests, the
gallery was furnished with a long dinner table set up with British cutlery.
Through a back door the gallery was connected to a large balcony which could be
used to spend time with guests and to stay cool in summer. The balcony consisted
entirely of windows. A side door served as an exit to a spiral staircase that
stretched out into the garden. Mom later told me the building was none other
than <st1:placename>Merryfield</st1:placename> <st1:placetype>Mansion</st1:placetype>
in <st1:city><st1:place>Shanghai</st1:place></st1:city>. I
can vaguely recall myself walking from the gallery into a small room, inside
which stood a big bamboo basket filled up with all kinds of toys. I would
typically throw one toy into the basket and conveniently pick up another before
staggering out of the room.
This may well be the only thing I
could remember about our apartment in <st1:city><st1:place>Shanghai</st1:place></st1:city>.
Thereafter, I came to <st1:city>Beijing</st1:city> with my parents
and two nannies, Ah San and Dan Bao, who were from <st1:place><st1:city>Nanxun</st1:city>, <st1:state>Zhejiang</st1:state></st1:place>
Province.
Hiring nannies from Nanxun might have
been a family tradition,
due to the fact that my ancestors were
rich and powerful people in that township.
My parents had never breathed a word
about that part of my family
history to me, and they seemed intent
on keeping mom about it. Being brought up by nannies was nothing honorable
during the first few years of the new republic anyway. It caused nothing but
jealousy from neighboring kids – so much so that I dared not even go out to the
streets alone.
The wilder kids would pelt me with
rocks and mud clods as they yelled out my nickname “Little Master,” which was
pretty much equivalent to
“local tyrant and evil gentry.” On the
other hand, congenital deficiency and physical infirmities made me a recipient
of excessive care and pampering.
The two nannies took turns taking care
of me all day long and
gave me due influence, however subtle.
For example, the <st1:city><st1:place>Shanghai</st1:place></st1:city>
dialect I speak today is mixed with Nanxun accent. At bedtime, they would tap
me gently as they sang melodious Jiangnan lullabies to lull me to sleep. One of
the lullabies had a simple line that I still remember today:
“This sweetheart is falling asleep
soon….”
I lived a privileged and spoiled life
as a kid but began to feel my incompetence as I started mixing into society. At
age six, I was sent to a reputable kindergarten where I mostly spent time
playing alone in a corner.
I was reticent and soft-spoken. I
always had to guard myself against bullies, but I had never imagined I could
even be bullied by girls. The kindergarten had a bespectacled brother and a
brawny sister. The brother looked frail and skinny, while the sister was kind
of a tomboy who often wrestled and messed around with boys without any concern
about sexual differences.
My personality might have somewhat
resembled that of the younger brother, which explains why I enjoyed playing
with him. But one day, the girl suddenly jumped in front of me and gave me a
dirty look, blaming me for picking on her brother. Not knowing how to argue my
case,
I lost my nerve and ran straight out
of the kindergarten into the elementary school. Following close behind, she was
on the point of getting me when I abruptly turned into the men’s room. Instead
of letting go, she waited patiently outside until all of the bigger guys were
gone and I was the only one left. She then broke in abruptly, grabbed me by my
collar and dragged me out into a quiet corner where she slapped me in the face more
than a dozen times. Whereupon she strode off arrogantly, singing and hopping. I
was mortified as I tried to soothe the pain in my red, beatup face.
That was the first time such an
affront was ever put upon me. Being feeble-minded, timid and shy, I dared not
tell my teachers or parents about what I was going through but would quietly
suck up my grievances, which eventually became a permanent spiritual trauma.
According to Sigmund Freud, the granddaddy of psychology, psychological trauma sustained
during childhood could subconsciously affect a person for life.
This was definitely the case for me.
From then on, I began to fear girls,
especially termagants. And with out knowing why, this fear later turned into reverence. After being done with
kindergarten, I went to <st1:place><st1:placename>Huiwen</st1:placename>
 <st1:placetype>Elementary School</st1:placetype></st1:place>, where
I had quite a few girl classmates with privileged family backgrounds. I lived
in a bungalow with a courtyard of its own while two of my girl classmates whom
I adored lived in multi-storied mansions. One of them lived in a mansion right
next to the hutong (alley) where I resided. The cutie had a fair and shiny
complexion and learned how to play the piano at a very young age. We often went
to school back and forth together. Quiet and gloomy and often knitting her
eyebrows, she seemed just as frail as I was in personality, and so, just as
like charges repel each other, we did not quite click, and her beauty did not
appeal to me. If we hung out together, we would both end up being bullied. I
wouldn’t have been able to protect her, to say the least. Because of my
prenatal deficiency and frailty,I instinctively sought the strong for
complementarities when it came to relationships with girls. In other words, I
had a kind of attachment to the strong and a desire for an amazon.
Another girl whom I had a crush on
lived in a Western-style mansion near Chongwenmen. In fact, I was infatuated
with her during my last two years of elementary school. Though she wasn’t
exactly beautiful, she had a pair of shining and delightfully eloquent eyes. My
heart would lose its poise at the mere meeting of our eyes, and I would bow my
head out of bashfulness. She was an “A” student with outstanding performance in
sports. Healthy, strong and agile, she won championships in sprints during the
school’s annual sports meet. I seldom saw her practice at all. Her gift of
running seemed to be innate. I enjoyed watching her run and I watched her with
full attention during each and every one of her races.
My heart would leap with joy every
time she reached the finish line, and
I would replay those scenes in my mind
for many days to come. She was an unparalleled goddess of my heart.
My cowardice prevented me from telling
her what I was feeling about her. A popular approach then was to hand out a
note, but I dared not even do that. What I did was stalk her on my way home and
watch her walk into that small mansion and I would then go past it to my own house.
I had done that numerous times.
I only had one face-to-face contact
with her, on the day of graduation from elementary school. I was moving on to
the No. 2 Boys’ Junior
High School while she was going to
attend the No. 12 Girls’ Junior High School. Sensing the impending separation,
all students in my class suddenly broke through the gender barrier and started
fooling around in the classroom, thus giving way to physical contact with
classmates of the opposite sex. I too got enticed and dumbly reached out my
hands to grab at my idol, but ended up touching her eyes, causing them to close
even though not hurt. Immediately she sat on a desk and buried her head in her
arms.
I panicked and was at a loss what to
do next. I stood stupefied in front of her, without uttering a word of comfort
or apology. I had no way of knowing whether she was aware of my crush on her
and my stalking her, nor would I know whether she was waiting for me to take
some action.
After all, how was a twelve-year-old
boy supposed to know a girl’s heart? My dull reticence finally annoyed her and
led her to do something that shocked all. She threw herself in front of me and
slapped me twice in the face before picking up her schoolbag and vanishing. She
was gone, and gone forever from me, and I was never to see her again. There was
only a distance of two bus stops between the two schools and I had tried countless
times to deliberately pass by her school entrance in hopes of seeing her and
expressing my overdue apology. But <st1:city><st1:place>Providence</st1:place></st1:city>
never granted me such an opportunity.
In contrast to my own homeliness, my
idol was the beauty queen
of the class. I did not become a
communist young pioneer until fourth grade, as part of the last batch, which
consisted of the most “backward”and most mischievous elements. I did not belong
to that category, but I was shy and dull and often hung my head and whispered
like a mosquito when answering the teachers’ questions. I therefore was easily
ignored and neglected by my teachers. My poor physique and incompetency made me
look like a useless doormat, even girls could trample on me, not to mention
boys. Fortunately, my male classmates often stepped in to protect me instead of
bullying me.
In my developmental stage, I was
gaining more height than weight, which made me look lean and fragile. Added
with my apparently simple and honest personality, I could hardly avoid being
hounded and bullied by some savage guys. In a small alley near my house lived a
wild kid nicknamed “Silly Bald,” who had two chunks of muscles on his upper arms
and zero hair on his head. Though still a minor, he had a heavy voice and deep
vertical wrinkles on his face. Each encounter with Silly
Bald was a misfortune for me. He would
always pick up a fight and bully me one way or the other. Timid by nature, I
simply sucked up whatever came along without telling the adults about it.
One day, on my way back home after
buying rice from a store, I bumped into Silly Bald again. I was already having
a hard time carrying a bag of rice weighing ten kilograms. He came over with a
cynical grin and a vicious dart from his eyes. He pushed me up against a wall,
pulled
out a needle out of his pocket and
kept brandishing it before my eyes.
He was trying to stab
me in the face, or at least scare me, and he seemed to enjoy seeing me shiver
before him.

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